Well here I am again after falling off the radar for a little while. I'd like to say that the festive period brought everything that I wished for...but unfortunately it did not! It's funny how you can be surrounded by people but still feel so lonely because the one person you long for is missing. But I can't dwell on that any longer, sometimes you need to decide that the time is right to let go however hard that may be.
So maybe another fresh start is needed, maybe no more looking back on what could've been but looking now to what could be. These feelings inside are draining the life out of me but I want to live, I need to live...I want to rediscover my happy place, I want to shine once more.
So dig deep I will and find that inner strength that I know is lurking in the shadows of my mind, maybe then I can take those small tentative steps towards enjoying life once more.
Jen x
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